It's early morning, and once again, instead of writing my required paper, I'm at a break and thinking of something to ponder with.
My mind, heart and soul have been in a rollercoaster ride for this past few days. I took the ride, and there was nothing more to do but to watch and enjoy the thrill. I rode on an uphill, and my heart beats every incline; I took a plunge and my mind flashed all memories as I go downhill. I took a loop when all I thought was up, became down and all my weaknesses became my strengths. I ended at the beginning and started at the end. I enjoyed every bit of the experience.
I thought I was in control, but I guess life provides you more challenges so as to enjoy breathing and sensing.
I learned new things, met new people, remember old memories, found new places, and even saw myself differently. I destroyed my daily routine, though there was a price to pay.
I accepted defeat and was triumphant on its victory. I look into the eyes of fate and embraced it without fear.
I got depressed, I got overly-happy, I got emotional and numb; and I will treasure it forever.
But like all other rides, the fun has an end. I promise myself to be in control again. To mask my emotions on a straight face: to laugh in silence and to cry without tears.
Today, I will give birth to my better self.
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