What if I Died Today?

What if I died today?

Have I made a foot mark enough to make an impression?
Will my eulogy be made from someone else's quotes? Einstein or Coehlo?
Will my body be carbon dusts or worm feeds? Or will I make the choice?
Shall I be forgiven? Or shall I easily be forgotten?
Will my smiles be remembered after a year or two?
Or will I be remembered in my children's traits?
Will my children learn from me in my letters? in blogs? in social videos?
In friends' recollection with a bit of imagination?
Or in programs and games, easily stored as bytes of data?
Will they hate me for not being there in their puberty?
Will my best friend name his dog after me as a last piece of humor?

Shall I die trying to live, or will I live trying to die?
Maybe I won't know. Maybe it doesn't matter at all.

yes, maybe.